Dec. 3

Dec. 3: There is a giveaway website centered here in Provo called BYU Hitlist. It's a place where you hit a button a ton of times and if you hit it at the right number, you win a big prize. Other people are also hitting the button, and so the more people hitting, the less your chances are of winning the prize. Nathaniel loves these kinds of things. He loves chances of winning things.
Even though I knew he would love it, I decided to keep it to myself so my chances of winning were higher. But then I realized this wasn't kind or fair to Nathaniel. And I knew that if he found out about it later and knew that I knew about it, he would question why I didn't tell him. I decided to tell him about it. I felt like I was being honest with him, and not keeping a secret. He was really excited about the website, and it was really fun to see his joy. I know that when you are full of integrity you are much happier than you would be without it.